pre writing

starting to write a story

i am a sestina

I slam poetry and wash away whiskey rainstorms.  Riding bikes through
vinicultural avenues.  Puppies hiking in backyard adventures.
Concerts in musical motion.  These are a few of my favorite
things...

I strive for things.  Seeing the lightning in a rainstorm.  Hearing
the thunder from distant avenues.  Meeting a friendly foreign face
while adventuring.  Touch the world as it spins in
motion...

My sickness is caused by hurt emotion.  It is not from a physical
thing. It can not be washed away by rainstorms.  The sickening is from
corporate avenues.  As they plot demise, stop their
adventure...

This is my daydream adventure.  To spin love like a record in motion.
To find that new something.  And let it be the double rainbow during
the rainstorm.  But to take your hand and walk down the ave and
view...

This is my avenue.  It cant always be adventure.  Drive slowly
emotion.  Listen and seek the something.  Dont get down by the rain or
the storm...

Life is the motion, not the rainstorm, walk the avenue, find something
in the adventure

I wish I was fired

I am torn with the possibility of being fired and at first I didn't know what to think, but now as I am counting down the hours to meet my sentence, I wish I was fired.  I don't want to have had my boss fight for my job, I don't want HR to appreciate the little things I have done.  I want them to take the side of justice and fire me, so I can finally move on with my life.  There are times when jobs are just in the way of your economic, physical, mental, social and professional growth.  It wouldn't seem like it was something I should think or feel as it is my financial livelihood, but this job has caused me more mental anguish and I think it is time for me to pass the torch.

finally working

So after a long drawn out summer, I am ready for winter to arrive.  It promises the dawning of hibernation, cold weather, lazy days, and actually for me, productivity.  If I am not inspired to go out and play then I might as well get shit done.  So here it is.  I have started the google group page for the writing group.  Its called Naked Wits.  It is a prototype.  A simple six month to a year trial run.  Lets see how it goes, and then maybe move to another site.

really i am not crazy, this just maybe karma

So i know I have made plenty of mistakes in raising my dog.  It happens.  But now I am experiencing first hand on the crap that other people went through.  I like my roommate.  he is a nice enough guy, but his dog drives me crazy.  Equality and all, my dog drives him crazy too, but the difference is I discipline my dog.  he just tells her to "GO LAY DOWN."  Tonight he comes home from his third getaway in two months.  Not even a thank you for taking care of the dog.  No appreciation any of the times he has left.  So tonight I told him that he gets to take care of the dogs tomorrow night.  That they were not as well behaved. His response. "Well, maybe we will just have to leave them outside more."

"NO WAY"  I know that you think its ok to just shove the dogs out of the room, but they need attention and mainly exercise.  And I work too much to give my dog and his dog the attention they need.  On top of it, he never cleans nor does he ever walk them. 

I grew up with animals and they are an important part of family.  I know every person and culture believes animals provide something different for human society, and thus the roles are varying.  But too coup a dog up all the time is it wrong.  If the dog is meant to be outside, make sure it gets exercise and has something to do besides tear up the yard.  Our yard is so small anyways, and the dog always hurts itself on the fence.  So  NO, leaving them outside more is not the answer.

Vice Magazine TV

It has become my morning ritual to start my day off with a video. Currently I am enjoying a series on vbs.tv Its a 12 part series entitled Toxic. I focuses on different cities around the world and what those individual places have done to impact the environment. Its quite inspirational. In all the atrocities of the world, it reminds that I still have the ability to do something, if nothing else, educate. Please watch and pass forward

i am a fool

Happy belated birthday brandon! sorry i am a lameoid and work too much.