I wish I was fired

I am torn with the possibility of being fired and at first I didn't know what to think, but now as I am counting down the hours to meet my sentence, I wish I was fired.  I don't want to have had my boss fight for my job, I don't want HR to appreciate the little things I have done.  I want them to take the side of justice and fire me, so I can finally move on with my life.  There are times when jobs are just in the way of your economic, physical, mental, social and professional growth.  It wouldn't seem like it was something I should think or feel as it is my financial livelihood, but this job has caused me more mental anguish and I think it is time for me to pass the torch.